Yeah, because the ability to go all half-ghost and half-nightmare on people is really going to change the world in the hands of somebody like me. I can't do anything with it, so I might as well not have it. I've asked myself about this before, you know, and it's--if you keep getting up you know exactly how hard that is, John.

Jesus, maybe I just want somebody else to fix this for me, but it's not going to be you--and even if you felt like it sure as hell shouldn't be you, I made this goddamn mess.